The coldest story ever told

2 weeks. 2 weeks left until college officially starts. 2 more weeks of praying that everything will be okay. 2 weeks left for me to wish that my social life would still be intact when classes start.

I've been ranting about college stuff even before summer started. I always say I'm not ready to let go just yet and up to now, with only 2 weeks left, it still holds true.

If only I could turn back time and repeat my senior year all over again, I think I would gladly do it. But I guess my batchmates and classmates won't do the same thing. Hello, medyo hell kaya ang 4th year. =))

With a lot of reflecting and thinking, I realized how much I wasted my life as a senior. I swear I could've spent more time with my friends especially with that person who was in front of me all along but I kept looking away so I wasn't able to see her. :)) SAYANG E. Bye.

I have a number of regrets, really. That's probably why I'm so stubborn to accept the fact that it's over. I'll be starting my new life soon. Since evryone seems to have accepted it, might as well try and do it.

But then, when I try (so hard) to move on and welcome the idea that I'll be in a new world in a matter of weeks, something inside me keeps on pulling me back. I know it sounds weird. It is weird actually. But that's just exactly how it is. I can't stop the blackhole-like feeling because the force is just too strong.

I don't want to sound melodramatic anymore. This will be the last post (hopefully) I'll make about this moving on thing. I swear I'll keep everything to myself and just suck it up. :)) Obviously, nothing really exciting is happening to me so I just keep on posting about emo stuff. I'm so sorry. :P

The next blog entries will be about happy stuff. I promise. :)